i dont update this one anymore.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
today is offically 3 months, and this morning when i was leaving for work there was a note on the door that said " Happy Anniversary, i love you " - BRIEN. :) sweet thangg. and last night he made me stay up until midnight, just since it was three months. haha. last week andy came over to "talk" about all the drama going on. he pretty much apologized and said he still wanted to be friends with brien and i. which is great, but i made it clear that i didnt trust him which he apparently understood. then we all watched TEENMOM together! hahaha. last weekend was great. i finally had NOTHING to do. i didnt have to work, or babysit or anything else. so saturday we just did nothing. we didnt even leave the apartment :) haha, but sunday we went shopping, dad brought over our new dining room table ! which means the apartment is complete, like 100%. the sunday we started our youtube channel that we've been talking about for a longgg time. and since sunday thats what we've done every night. i come home and edit all the videos! so muchhh fun.
after thursday, chuck said he was going to give kathi a call friday morning. i called friday and he hadnt talked to her. i called twice monday and i got voicemail both times. i called yesterday and he STILL hadnt talked to her. i did my part, shouldnt someone else do something? my god.
after thursday, chuck said he was going to give kathi a call friday morning. i called friday and he hadnt talked to her. i called twice monday and i got voicemail both times. i called yesterday and he STILL hadnt talked to her. i did my part, shouldnt someone else do something? my god.
Monday, July 26, 2010
i worked 53 hours last week, FUCK ME.
tuesday morning my phone didnt charge all night because i got a text message and it bumped it off the charger. so i couldnt use it at work. it pissed me off, so i decided to just get the iphone 3GS instead of waiting on the 4G. So when i got off work i wen to the AT&T store right on capital blvd. of course the guys were assholes and they didnt have any. so i left going to the one in cary, but it was raining SO HARD i couldnt see anything plus my phone was dead so i went to honda just to wait until the rain stopped. as soon as i got to honda the power went out. so i waited there until it stopped raining. once i got home brien took me to AT&T to get me an iphone :) so i finally got a better phone ! friday stephanie at work asked if i wanted the porting position at honda. of course i said yes, so she said she want to say something to Chuck but she wanted to check with me first. Chuck pretty much told her he would love to hire me, but i had to go talk to Kathi first. I went upstairs, and she was pretty upset with me. she said " ARE YOU MORE IMPORTANT THAN PUTTING ME IN A BIND?" i had to answer to honestly so i told her yes. because i wanted to write service and thats how i could start and i dont want the job to pass me by. she got pissed off and sent me down to talk to chuck. OH and apparently i have a record for calling out? although the only who agrees is CHUCK. either way he said he could give her 2-3 weeks to hire people to cover me, and after that he could move down to Honda. i told kathi, and i saw her go down and talk to chuck. Friday me and brien went to Crystals. Damon, Jenn, Stepahnie, and her girlfriend paige were there. i drankkk, because everytime you go to crystals she forces shot after shot. haha, so brien drove my car home. i had to work saturday morning at 9. saturday night brien and i went to five guys with my parents, then we all went to the tim mcgraw concert. i had a lot more fun than i thought i would. sunday we did NOTHING. we cleaned the apartment a little bit. but we pretty much just laid around. until like 9:00 brien liked chased me around the house and i was like pretending to taze him with the remote and stuff. HAHA. we were hiding behind doors, and i put a blanket over his head and fell off the couch. LMAO. i swear it was like a horror movie. haha. and went to walmart at like 11:00.
tuesday morning my phone didnt charge all night because i got a text message and it bumped it off the charger. so i couldnt use it at work. it pissed me off, so i decided to just get the iphone 3GS instead of waiting on the 4G. So when i got off work i wen to the AT&T store right on capital blvd. of course the guys were assholes and they didnt have any. so i left going to the one in cary, but it was raining SO HARD i couldnt see anything plus my phone was dead so i went to honda just to wait until the rain stopped. as soon as i got to honda the power went out. so i waited there until it stopped raining. once i got home brien took me to AT&T to get me an iphone :) so i finally got a better phone ! friday stephanie at work asked if i wanted the porting position at honda. of course i said yes, so she said she want to say something to Chuck but she wanted to check with me first. Chuck pretty much told her he would love to hire me, but i had to go talk to Kathi first. I went upstairs, and she was pretty upset with me. she said " ARE YOU MORE IMPORTANT THAN PUTTING ME IN A BIND?" i had to answer to honestly so i told her yes. because i wanted to write service and thats how i could start and i dont want the job to pass me by. she got pissed off and sent me down to talk to chuck. OH and apparently i have a record for calling out? although the only who agrees is CHUCK. either way he said he could give her 2-3 weeks to hire people to cover me, and after that he could move down to Honda. i told kathi, and i saw her go down and talk to chuck. Friday me and brien went to Crystals. Damon, Jenn, Stepahnie, and her girlfriend paige were there. i drankkk, because everytime you go to crystals she forces shot after shot. haha, so brien drove my car home. i had to work saturday morning at 9. saturday night brien and i went to five guys with my parents, then we all went to the tim mcgraw concert. i had a lot more fun than i thought i would. sunday we did NOTHING. we cleaned the apartment a little bit. but we pretty much just laid around. until like 9:00 brien liked chased me around the house and i was like pretending to taze him with the remote and stuff. HAHA. we were hiding behind doors, and i put a blanket over his head and fell off the couch. LMAO. i swear it was like a horror movie. haha. and went to walmart at like 11:00.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
last night i babysat Gianna until like 1am. i madee 86 buckss. :) me and brien didnt leave the house today until likee 3. we went to crabtree just to get out of the house after being sickkk. i got a new shirttt from charlotte russe, then two more charms for my pandora braclettt. the clip ones so the beads dont slidee. then we went to my parents house to dinner, and after dinner me and april went outside to smokeee. and somehow started talking about me and briens weddingg. and apparently my parents have been talking about it when we werent aroundd. i think we even already pickedd a placeee. lmao. so him and my dad talkedd out back and smoked a cigar while me and april talkedd out frontt. so then me and brien came home and made a list of people to invite to the weddingggg. we arentt even engagedddd. hahahaa. hopefully it will be soon :) we've pretty much already picked out my ringg, but i refusee to go with him. i want it to be a surprizee !
Saturday, July 17, 2010
i didnt work wednesdayyy because i was pretty sick, but we already had plans to go out for mikeys birthdayy. so caroline, alicia, me, brien, and mikey went to kankiii. thursday i was too sick to workkk. then friday i went in even though i had a horrible cough, i ended up leaving early though around 2:30. went to the doctorrr, came home and fell asleep waiting for brien to get home. he got me orangeee juicee and some medicineee. <3 then we just watched moviess all nightt. we havent done anything todayyy besides watch tv and eat dominios ! he is going with me to babysit laterrr at 530.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
you are the only exception.
brien and i went to jerseyyy for the 4th weekend. we drove up friday after work, but i fell asleep as soon as we hit VA. and slept the entire way there. so we go there at like 4am and i was wide awake talking to briens mom about how there were no lamps in briens room. lmao. then we went to bed but still got up at like 9. me brien and nina went to philly for the morning, just had lunch and walked around and stuff. then we got back to his parents house around 3 and went to atlantic city with his parents. had dinner at some italin place then just walked around and went to the mall and stuff. sunday we didnt end up going to six flags, nina went shopping with us and brien got me myy ralph lauren perfumeeee. <3333. then we picked up matt, lmaoo. brien gave him his old megan fox posterr. we went to the cookout at emilys. me and chrissy played brien and matt in basketball and won 10 to 5 so they wanted a re-match, and we beat them againnn !! haha. then we ate, and just jumped on the trampolinee and stuff. briens mom asked me to drive home since he had been drinkinggg.. lmao. all he had was a few mikes hard lemonades. so we went to mcdonalds so me and nina could get milkshakes before we went homeee. monday morning we left at like 11 ? i drove most of the way home, so i wouldnt be boredd. and traffic really wasnt too bad. tuesday i didnt really do anythingg. except i cooked spaghetti for mikey, sarah, alicia, and brien and we all had that then went to dairy queen. friday i didnt have to go in until 12, but i got off at 9. after work i went with everyone to TGI Fridaysss and had dinner, saw jerrica and ger brother gary from when we all used to work at sonic they both work their noww. weirdd. saturday i had to work at honda, so i got off at fivee. brien met me at triangle and we shopped for a little bittt. i got 2 pairs of capris, and a shirtt. & we got starbucks. i was so tireddd, but my parents wanted us to come over. so we hungout there for a whileee. sundayy we went to crabtree mall. i got new bras, flip flops, & i got brien a flyers chairrr. butt he got me a pandoraaaa brcalet! its soo cute. we started it with an A charm, the everlasting love heart charm, and then a B charmm! i cant wait to add moreee. & he's already been looking at more charms for ittt. plus we are both on 3 different preorder lists for the new iphonee. LMAO. so i guess we are both getting one! ha. hopefully this week will go by fastt. we might be having mikeys birthday party at our house, and saturday night i am babysittingggg.
Friday, July 2, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
babyyy, babyyy, babyyy.
brien took me to see Eclipse last nighttt. i was sooo tired but it was really good. closer to the book than any of the other movies have been. we didnt get out of the theater until like 230, and traffic was horribleee. all the fuckin moms were picking up the kids. LMAO. but now im so tired. brien came and picked me up for lunch, and we just went home and had left over chinese. but i fell asleep. so now im likeee dying cause im so tired and LANDROVER is soooo slow. i think ive had like 4 customers today? && i have to do our laundry tonighttt, so we can pack tomorrow because friday we are leaving as soon as im off of work. but thank god we are leaving here for a few days.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
last nighttt we didnt do shittt. lazyy asses. we had cereal for dinnerrr. and went to bed at like 10. tonight we are going to see ECLIPSEEEE at midnight. brien ordered the tickets this morning online <333 sweet thangg. then fridayyy we are going to NEW JERSEYYY, thank god i want to get out of here nowwww. i need a new job, this one pays great but im so sick of bullshittt.
im so glad brien is here now. he's amazing. and no one has ever treated me as well as he does. him and my parents are even talking about me and him moving into a big house one day. and briens talking about us getting married and stuff. its sooo sweet. & now our apartment has finally come together almost completely. we're just waiting for the kitchen table, and we will have it after this weekend. <3.i just wish his parents were here, but i guess it will happen soon enough.
&& i guess i never even thought about it, but my mom isnt pregnant anymore. which is sad, but i cant honestly be upset about it. its harsh, but she has no business rasing a kid. and i wasnt happy about it in the first place. her and whats his name are still together, but i really hope they dont try again. that would be dumb, and inconsiderate. she cant take care of a kid, especially one who may have mental problems or somethingg. after 40 it creates hugeee risk.
i need to see TOY STORY 3, NOW !!
im so glad brien is here now. he's amazing. and no one has ever treated me as well as he does. him and my parents are even talking about me and him moving into a big house one day. and briens talking about us getting married and stuff. its sooo sweet. & now our apartment has finally come together almost completely. we're just waiting for the kitchen table, and we will have it after this weekend. <3.i just wish his parents were here, but i guess it will happen soon enough.
&& i guess i never even thought about it, but my mom isnt pregnant anymore. which is sad, but i cant honestly be upset about it. its harsh, but she has no business rasing a kid. and i wasnt happy about it in the first place. her and whats his name are still together, but i really hope they dont try again. that would be dumb, and inconsiderate. she cant take care of a kid, especially one who may have mental problems or somethingg. after 40 it creates hugeee risk.
i need to see TOY STORY 3, NOW !!
Monday, June 28, 2010
that's okay hunnyyyy, i like a challenge.
To dream that you are at work, indicates that you are experiencing some anxiety about a current project or task. The dream may also be telling you that you need to "get back to work". Perhaps you have been slacking and need to pick up the pace.
To see your mate's ex in your dream, suggests that you may be comparing yourself to the ex. The dream is trying to tell you not to make the same relationship mistakes that ended that relationship.
To see your boyfriend in your dream, represents your waking relationship with him and how you feel about him.
Friday, June 25, 2010
monday i didnt feel good at all, but i went to work anyways and she wouldnt let me go home so i went to Mitsubishi and took a nap. lmao. there was nothing for me to do there. i went home early and slept.brien got me more flowers on monday because i was sickk, and the other ones were dyingg. it took them like 3 weeks to start dyinggg tuesday i called out because i still didnt feel good, and im tired of work drama. so i slept till like 10, started some laundry did some grocery shopping and stuff. then made brien some brownies and had dinner with kristyn. wednesday brien took me to dinner because my day was terribleeee. after that we went to my parents house to get my printer so i could type up that letter for kathi at work. so i was up until 2am writing that thing, and brien, bless his heart stayed up with me until i was finished. i ended up working in cary on thursday so i didnt even see kathi. complete waste of my timeeeee. i was so tired, so i worked until 6:45, made us dinner then we both went to bed. this morning i drove all the way to raleigh just for Nicole to let me sit around until 8 then drive back to cary. but i gave kathi that damn paper, and she looked pretty pissed. ohhh well. i work this saturdayyyyy, but only until three.
next weekend we are going to new jersey for July 4. brien couldnt get tuesday off, so i think we are leaving friday night after work and staying until monday at like 12? idkkk. we are going to six flags on saturday cause his parents have some thing to go to. im just happy to get awayy from here for a while.
ITS SOOOOO HOT OUTSIDE.
next weekend we are going to new jersey for July 4. brien couldnt get tuesday off, so i think we are leaving friday night after work and staying until monday at like 12? idkkk. we are going to six flags on saturday cause his parents have some thing to go to. im just happy to get awayy from here for a while.
ITS SOOOOO HOT OUTSIDE.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
living with brien has gone great so far. we got the living room furniture. waiting on the dining room table and we have to figure out a bed situation. jennifer is back in the hospital, and today she might have to have a blood transfusion.
last night brien got really quiet on the car ride home from dinner. so i tried to ask him a million times what was wrong. and he kept saying nothing. it turned out me texting michael really bothered him. since he wouldnt tell me that, i got mad. ignored him all through glee. then he kept bothering me so i got more mad, went for a drive and slept on the couch. haaaaa. i slept so good too.
im pretty sure michaels only been talking more recently because im with brien, so he knows for sure i just want to be his friend. work sucks. im sooo tired of being pushed around. today i got to work at chrysler where nicole told me to go yesterday and christina was already there. she just figured she would come in because thats what she felt like doing. so i got sent up to bmw to answer phones. that bitch.
last night brien got really quiet on the car ride home from dinner. so i tried to ask him a million times what was wrong. and he kept saying nothing. it turned out me texting michael really bothered him. since he wouldnt tell me that, i got mad. ignored him all through glee. then he kept bothering me so i got more mad, went for a drive and slept on the couch. haaaaa. i slept so good too.
im pretty sure michaels only been talking more recently because im with brien, so he knows for sure i just want to be his friend. work sucks. im sooo tired of being pushed around. today i got to work at chrysler where nicole told me to go yesterday and christina was already there. she just figured she would come in because thats what she felt like doing. so i got sent up to bmw to answer phones. that bitch.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
i left work early yesterday to go see jennifer in the hospital. she finally got to leave yesterday! her numbers are higher now, and hopefully they will stay that way. after i saw her i went to briens to change to go to the auction. i got out there around 7, and met Tom Wilkersons son. hahahahah. he followed me around a little bit. and then was like " what school do you go to? " hahah. i said i graduated from triton. then he asked me what colleges i wanted to go to. umm i said " i already went to college." hahaha. how awkward. so i left, picked up brien to get chicken nuggets from food lion. came home, went to the gym with brien. hahaaaa. we got back and somehow i cooked the chicken nuggets and they were soooo gross. i think i cooked them too hot though. so i had lucky charms and went to sleep :)
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