When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

you are the only exception.

brien and i went to jerseyyy for the 4th weekend. we drove up friday after work, but i fell asleep as soon as we hit VA. and slept the entire way there. so we go there at like 4am and i was wide awake talking to briens mom about how there were no lamps in briens room. lmao. then we went to bed but still got up at like 9. me brien and nina went to philly for the morning, just had lunch and walked around and stuff. then we got back to his parents house around 3 and went to atlantic city with his parents. had dinner at some italin place then just walked around and went to the mall and stuff. sunday we didnt end up going to six flags, nina went shopping with us and brien got me myy ralph lauren perfumeeee. <3333. then we picked up matt, lmaoo. brien gave him his old megan fox posterr. we went to the cookout at emilys. me and chrissy played brien and matt in basketball and won 10 to 5 so they wanted a re-match, and we beat them againnn !! haha. then we ate, and just jumped on the trampolinee and stuff. briens mom asked me to drive home since he had been drinkinggg.. lmao. all he had was a few mikes hard lemonades. so we went to mcdonalds so me and nina could get milkshakes before we went homeee. monday morning we left at like 11 ? i drove most of the way home, so i wouldnt be boredd. and traffic really wasnt too bad. tuesday i didnt really do anythingg. except i cooked spaghetti for mikey, sarah, alicia, and brien and we all had that then went to dairy queen. friday i didnt have to go in until 12, but i got off at 9. after work i went with everyone to TGI Fridaysss and had dinner, saw jerrica and ger brother gary from when we all used to work at sonic they both work their noww. weirdd. saturday i had to work at honda, so i got off at fivee. brien met me at triangle and we shopped for a little bittt. i got 2 pairs of capris, and a shirtt. & we got starbucks. i was so tireddd, but my parents wanted us to come over. so we hungout there for a whileee. sundayy we went to crabtree mall. i got new bras, flip flops, & i got brien a flyers chairrr. butt he got me a pandoraaaa brcalet! its soo cute. we started it with an A charm, the everlasting love heart charm, and then a B charmm! i cant wait to add moreee. & he's already been looking at more charms for ittt. plus we are both on 3 different preorder lists for the new iphonee. LMAO. so i guess we are both getting one! ha. hopefully this week will go by fastt. we might be having mikeys birthday party at our house, and saturday night i am babysittingggg.

three & a half hours until vacation.

babyyy, babyyy, babyyy.

brien took me to see Eclipse last nighttt. i was sooo tired but it was really good. closer to the book than any of the other movies have been. we didnt get out of the theater until like 230, and traffic was horribleee. all the fuckin moms were picking up the kids. LMAO. but now im so tired. brien came and picked me up for lunch, and we just went home and had left over chinese. but i fell asleep. so now im likeee dying cause im so tired and LANDROVER is soooo slow. i think ive had like 4 customers today? && i have to do our laundry tonighttt, so we can pack tomorrow because friday we are leaving as soon as im off of work. but thank god we are leaving here for a few days.

last nighttt we didnt do shittt. lazyy asses. we had cereal for dinnerrr. and went to bed at like 10. tonight we are going to see ECLIPSEEEE at midnight. brien ordered the tickets this morning online <333 sweet thangg. then fridayyy we are going to NEW JERSEYYY, thank god i want to get out of here nowwww. i need a new job, this one pays great but im so sick of bullshittt.

im so glad brien is here now. he's amazing. and no one has ever treated me as well as he does. him and my parents are even talking about me and him moving into a big house one day. and briens talking about us getting married and stuff. its sooo sweet. & now our apartment has finally come together almost completely. we're just waiting for the kitchen table, and we will have it after this weekend. <3.i just wish his parents were here, but i guess it will happen soon enough.

&& i guess i never even thought about it, but my mom isnt pregnant anymore. which is sad, but i cant honestly be upset about it. its harsh, but she has no business rasing a kid. and i wasnt happy about it in the first place. her and whats his name are still together, but i really hope they dont try again. that would be dumb, and inconsiderate. she cant take care of a kid, especially one who may have mental problems or somethingg. after 40 it creates hugeee risk.

i need to see TOY STORY 3, NOW !!

that's okay hunnyyyy, i like a challenge.

To dream that you are at work, indicates that you are experiencing some anxiety about a current project or task. The dream may also be telling you that you need to "get back to work". Perhaps you have been slacking and need to pick up the pace.


To see your mate's ex in your dream, suggests that you may be comparing yourself to the ex. The dream is trying to tell you not to make the same relationship mistakes that ended that relationship.


To see your boyfriend in your dream, represents your waking relationship with him and how you feel about him.

monday i didnt feel good at all, but i went to work anyways and she wouldnt let me go home so i went to Mitsubishi and took a nap. lmao. there was nothing for me to do there. i went home early and slept.brien got me more flowers on monday because i was sickk, and the other ones were dyingg. it took them like 3 weeks to start dyinggg tuesday i called out because i still didnt feel good, and im tired of work drama. so i slept till like 10, started some laundry did some grocery shopping and stuff. then made brien some brownies and had dinner with kristyn. wednesday brien took me to dinner because my day was terribleeee. after that we went to my parents house to get my printer so i could type up that letter for kathi at work. so i was up until 2am writing that thing, and brien, bless his heart stayed up with me until i was finished. i ended up working in cary on thursday so i didnt even see kathi. complete waste of my timeeeee. i was so tired, so i worked until 6:45, made us dinner then we both went to bed. this morning i drove all the way to raleigh just for Nicole to let me sit around until 8 then drive back to cary. but i gave kathi that damn paper, and she looked pretty pissed. ohhh well. i work this saturdayyyyy, but only until three.

next weekend we are going to new jersey for July 4. brien couldnt get tuesday off, so i think we are leaving friday night after work and staying until monday at like 12? idkkk. we are going to six flags on saturday cause his parents have some thing to go to. im just happy to get awayy from here for a while.

ITS SOOOOO HOT OUTSIDE.